Explaining How I was in love with Bangtan Boys (BTS)

 Hi dearest everyone ^^


I'm soooooo excited right now. When I'm typing this I mean. kkk~
Oh it's been a while since I posted something here. The last one was on May 2nd, when Tao was celebrating his birthday.
So readers. Many things have changed since then. Yeah, now I'm not only an EXO-L, but also an A.R.M.Y.
Oh really I cannot resist these seven idiots charms. >_<
I mean, really, the seven of them. THE SEVEN OF THEM!
I'm just soooo madly in love with these kids that I feel like cannot be biased anymore.
Lol~ no. I still have bias of course.
My Bias(es) are Jimin and Suga.
and my favorites are Jimin, Suga, Jungkook, V, Jin, J-hope, and Rapmon. (I told you. I love the seven of them.)

The story of me being an A.R.M.Y is simple.
I don't really remember when it happened. Maybe it was about April or May this year. My friend downloaded BTS mvs because we wanna know them (at that time, I really have no idea who BTS was).
I watched 'Boy in Luv' first because it seemed became trending.

After watched it. "Damn! This is freaking great!" yeah, that's what I thought.
then I also watched the live performances of 'Boy in Luv' because I was in love with that song and wasn't bothering myself to check the other songs and mvs.

At first sight, I fell into Jungkook's cuteness and handsomeness and adorableness. Who wouldn't? I mean, it's freaking Jeon Jungkook.
Yeah, I fell for him when I watched 'Boy in Luv' mv for the first time.
Then, I just cannot remember how it happened.
I. Suddenly. Cannot. Move. My damn sight. From. A certain Park Jimin.
Yeah, I don't know. I really don't know. I really love to see him. His stare. His move. Damn!
Then I happened to search about them. I found out about their names, then I looked for and downloaded some picts.

Me: I saved some picts of them.
My friend: Oh really? I wanna see.
Me: /showing the picts/
My friend: /Looking a the picts/ Are you sure you bias is Jungkook?
Me: Eng- yeah. Why?
My friend: Because these are more Jimin's picts here. Even almost all of them are Jimin's picts.
Me: Oh really? /grinned super widely/

Lol~ yeah. Then I decided to claim Jimin and Jungkook as my bias back then.

After that, I watched their other mvs and live performances and getting more in love with them because I also love their other songs and dances and mvs.
Then I feel like searching about their pairings. Yeah, I'm a shipper type fan girl.
I searched about who is being paired with Jimin. I only found YoonMin back then.
and WTF. They looked cute for me.
I looked for some couple facts and getting more in love with YoonMin that make me getting more in love with Sugaaaaaaaa. >///<

Then I continued into variety and watched 'Rookie King', and my mind was full of YoonMin. Soooo many moments of them back then I wanna cry~ and they were the king of being unlucky, and it was soooo cute T_T
oh 'Rookie King' is daebak. It made me more and more in love with my dearest Min Yoongi and Park Jimin.

I personally think that having a certain OTP could make us loving a group moreeee.
I love Bangtan more because I have YoonMin. >///< and I always expect for their moments.


Now, I'm here. Love Bangtan Boys so much! Have listened to all their songs (and enjoy to almost all of them). Have watched all their mvs, their dance practices, and many of their live performances. Have watched almost all of the Bangtan Bombs and BTS episodes. Have watched their video logs. Have wrote a YoonMin fic (but still on going. kkk~).
and Now I'm currently waiting for the Eng Sub for BTS AHL ep 5. I wanna try to review it (BTS AHL) if I have a time.
and also currently lost my mind because they are coming back with 'Danger'.
and now I also know that Jimin get paired with all of other members and all of them are cuteeeee (I don't against other pairings. For the God sake, how can I against the cuties; VMin, JiKook, HopeMin, etc. But really, my ultimate OTP for Jimin is only YoonMin).

Okay, I'll stop here for this. See youuuu~ and Thank you for reading this till the end :)
dul set BANG-TAN! Kamsahamnidaaa ^^

 

Sincerely,

kamila_057

It's Always Him from the Start; for Tao

I fell in love to Huang Zitao since I saw him on the first EXO showcase. Since watching it, my heart to the twelve alien wolves grows fonder, day by day. Okay, I was not like watching it exactly before their debut on 2012, I watched it on 18th of May 2013. Not long after I know K-pop though. When I watched the Showcase with my boarding house friends, as usual, we chose our bias from the SM boy-group that we just knew. “Okay, this one looks like a vampire. Really, he is a vampire. Uhmm a cute vampire though. I think I choose this one. I think I like this cute vampire.” I said to my friends, who seem to be shocked by it. Yes, Huang Zitao is my first crush on EXO.

The day after it, I tried to look for the music video of EXO, then I found ‘Mama’,’ History’, and ‘What is love’ (each of them in two versions; Korean and Chinese). When I watched those music videos, I was like “Okay, I also in love with Kai and Luhan.” Just like that, and after it I could not really choose my ultimate bias. I could not deny Kai’s and Luhan’s charm. I felt that I love all the three of them equally.

For several months, I still thought that the three of them are my ultimate biases. Even though my eyes always lay on Tao than the others, I thought that I have to share the equal love to my biases. Back then, when any person asked who is my ultimate bias from EXO, I always answer; Luhan, Tao, and Kai. If someone forced me to choose one, I’ll choose Luhan with a half of my heart. Yes, I thought that it was the right choice, Luhan is an angel, Luhan is perfection, and I didn’t want this perfection to be stolen by anybody. Yes, you right. I betrayed Huang Zitao. I placed him on the second row, even though I didn’t want it. Really, I didn’t ever want to do it.

Then, came a time when I really really have to choose. Choose the right one, choose my ultimate bias’ name to be printed on my wolf 88 t-shirt (about October or November 2013). It was sooooo hard! I tried to recall memories. When the three of them were standing together, I always lay my eyes on Tao. But, Kai and Luhan are the visuals, they looks really really  handsome. Really!! Hard huh? Then, a friend of mine made me realize. She said, “It looks like that you love the panda more. It can be seen clearly.” Am I?? Do I love him that much? Is it written on my face? However, hearing such words made me relief. I don’t really know why. Maybe, all that long I just need someone to ensure me about my feeling. It is because I wasn’t sure about it. I don’t know why shouldn’t I sure about it back then? It is that simple right? Choose one ultimate bias among the twelve. The one I love the most. I have found it, but I denied it. It was because of the two other biases that came after it, and I thought that I wouldn’t will them to be chosen by others (my own friends). But, it was always okay seeing my friends idolize Kai and Luhan. However, when one of my friends watched EXO, pointed to Tao and asked me, “Who is he? He is so handsome. I think I like him.” NO. YOU DON’T. I smiled and said, “Yes. I guess I want Tao’s name to be printed on my t-shirt.”

 

Since then, I could admit it freely. I love the baby kungfu panda soooooo bad. It was always him. From the start, it was always him. Really, it was always him. I just always deny it. I denied, because of the two visuals’ charm that kill me. But, it’s not about who looks more handsome than who. It’s about the one I fell to. The one I’d like to see. The one I’d like to feel the presence. This is about the ultimate bias. Sometimes we just don’t need reason to idolize someone.

One day in early April 2014, it’s almost a year for me as a fandom. I watched the video of the first EXO showcase one more time. The showcase that brought me to this insanity towards the twelve wolves. Then, I saw him. I saw the baby panda like the first time I saw him, when I got crush on him. I could feel myself smile. The scan of my eyes told my brain that he is the perfection. Yes, I like your face. I like your smile. I like your smirk. I like seeing you. I like to feel your presence. I love you. It’s always you from the beginning. It’s always you, Huang Zitao. Sorry for ever denying it. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my Baby~ Please stay healthy. Take a good care of your younger brother Sehunnah, okay? I love you both ;) Like so much!!

Sincerely,

mylo_6894

 pict spam ^_^ plus Tao with everyoneee.. kkk~

cr of all picts are by the owners

WELCOME 2014

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014 ^_^

Satu tahun (lagi-lagi) sudah berlalu.. Here comes the new one.. The 2014..
pastinya banyak banget kenangan di 2013 lalu..baik seneng maupun sedih..
Kalau bagi aku sendiri, 2013 itu banyak banget senengnya ^_^

mari kita tutup tahun 2013 dengan berdoa supaya semua resolusi kita di tahun 2014 tercapai..
resolusiku sendiri simple aja sih.. tahun 2014 itu, lulus kuliah, terus dapet kerja, terus nonton konser EXO bareng sama Laras unnie and Ida chingu :D
hope it will come true.. hope we can make it.. amiiin...

Oh iya,, 2013 kemarin itu tahunnya EXO banget.. EXO banyak menerima penghargaan dan kemenangan dari 'Wolf', 'Growl', dan 'Miracles in December', di berbagai acara music.. Nggak cuma di Asia,, mereka juga sudah dikenal di Eropa dan Amerika..
bahkan EXO masih exist sampai akhir tahun 2013 kemarin.. pokoknya 2013 itu EXO punya deh :o
semoga 2014 juga jadi tahun yang bagus buat EXO, meskipun banyak juga yang meramalkan kalau tahun 2014 itu bakal jadi tahunnya Boy Band baru bentukan YG Ent, WINNER, tapi aku tetap yakin sama EXO! Fighting!

Yach... I guess that's all for my first post in 2014.. hope I can post more and more written thought of mine!!
SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2014 ^_^

Here is a photo of the cute panda, whose hobby is flying, in the New Year's Eve :D

Flying Panda Giving away New Year Gifts

Okay, kayaknya makin lama postingan saya di blog ini makin ke-EXO-EXO-an ya?? hehehe..

That's okay I suppose,,since I am a fangirl of them :p

Have A Nice Year, All.. ^_^

Sincerely,

HK_0502

An Answer For ZHANG YIXING's Message on 131007

Hi guys ^_^
okay, first you have to read the article below in order to understand what will I say in this post..

http://exochocolate.livejournal.com/453688.html

Have you read it??
Well... yes or no, I will still talk about it :)

The article told about Lay Oppa's Message from EXO-M's Official Website that is already translated by CODE:EXO 
He wrote it as his B'day message 7th of October 2013.



God! That is the sweetest thing that a person could think of.. Really!
I got that article from my friend (Ida Chingu) while saying that she was crying to read that..
My other friend (Laras Unnie) and I who was tagged to read that article also very very very touched and could not hold the falling tears to read that sweet message by Lay Oppa..

I really want to answer that message, so I decided to write my answer through this blog..

For Our Healing Unicorn : ZHANG YIXING

It is so great to hear that you could reach your dream, it is so great to hear that you are so happy about it :)
I know that you would never let your fans disappoint about you, I know that you would always doing the best for make us (your fans) happy :)
Really, Oppa.. we will still support you whatever will be.. We never insist you to reach perfection.. You are perfect as you are.. You are beautiful as you are.. We love you just the way you are..
The sincerity of your heart.. That was one thing that make me falling for you ^_^ really really fall..

And you really right about the fans that need to cut back on their living expenses in order to buy an album or a gift or everything related to EXO things :p

Because my friends and I also do the same thing, Oppa.. We plan to watch your concert if you come to our country (Indonesia) someday (and we hear that you will be here soon.. is it right, Oppa?).. Since we are college students, we try very hard to save our pocket money.. We really want to see EXO's live performance soooo bad! >_< and we really don't mind to do that..
It is okay for us, Oppa.. It really is.. Don't feel sad about it.. We really please to do that, to show our love and our support for you and for all EXO members ^_^
but don't worry,, we will still think of what we need first and make it as our priority, as you say :)
ah, and one more thing, Oppa.. I love your dimple ^_^

Thank you for loving us, Oppa..
I am very looking forward for the healing song! :)
Lay Oppa Neomu Saranghaeyo ^_^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIXING OPPA!!
I wish all the best for you and for all of EXO members.. I hope that the friendship and the love among all EXO members will last forever..

Our beloved healing unicorn, keep healing us through your music, your dance, your voice, your love, your sincerity, and your kindness..

Maybe this message will never reach you, maybe this message will just become a voice that couldn't be heard.. at least I say it, it is enough to make me relief..
To just say it with all my heart..it is really enough..
But, I believe in God listening to my prayer for you..
I am, a fans from faraway.. Mila.. ^_^





Other Lay Oppa's Pictures:

Sincerely,

HK_057

Dieynoel Omma's B-day Surprise

This is some pictures which are related to the Dieynoel's Omma surprise b-day at the canteen of FBS Unesa..
Since she is a big big fans of NOAH band, we make a cake with NOAH's symbol (feather), and the colour was designed like the book that NOAH write. :)

She was so surprised at that time,, and so excited with the special cake that we have made for her..

The Cake

Dieynoel Omma and The Cake

 Even that was late because the date when Omma got her bday was holiday, the Surprise for Omma's bday was really fun! ^^

We!

Dieynoel Omma and Ita

I also make a B-day card for Omma.. I made it before January 14 2013, and want to send it to Omma's house.. But I canceled it, and give the card at the time we give the surprise for Omma..

My B-day card for Omma

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, OMMA!! :D

Sincerely

HK_057

A Happy Birthday for Laras Unnie

Today is 24th of December 2012...
Ehmmm and guess what??

Today is the special day of one of my best friend!!! :D


Yupz! This is Her birthday!!

Happy Birthday to you Unnie!!! :D
Happy ehmmm,,, is it okay if I mention the number?? :p
Hehehe...

I think it's okay,, since twenty one not a really old number...

Oops! I've already mention it,. >,< hehehe...

Happy sweet twenty one, Unnie!! :D

Okay,, now I'm gonna sing for you...

E'hem,, E'hem..

Happy Birthdaay tooo youuu~~

Happy Birthdaay tooo youuu~~

Happy Birthdaaay~~ Happy Birthday~~~ 

Happy Birthdaay tooo youuu~~~ :D

Kalo bahasa Uruguay-nya itu gini,,

E'hem,, e'hem..

Selamat ulang tahuuun~~~

Selamat ulang tahuuunn~~~

Selamat ulang tahun, Unnie~~

Semoga panjang umuuuur~~~ :p

(Kata unnie itu bahasa uruguay lhoo!! hehehe...)

Dapat Ucapan dari Yonghwa Oppa

How is it sound??? Pastinya gak kalah kan sama suaranya unnie!! :D hehehe...

Ehmm...

Doanya semoga semua yang terbaik aja dah buat unnie.. ^_^
I wish everything the best for you...
I hope Alloh SWT always protect you and make your ways easier...


Keep Laughing as you are!! :D
and Keep being our dear unnie :D


Omma Dieynoel, Maknae yaya and I will always Love you.. :-*

Sebenarnya ada juga video yang aku buat khusus buat ultahnya unnie,,, tapi kalau di sebarkan ke khalayak ramai bisa menimbulkan turunnya harga pasaran.. hwkwk.. :p

jadi sebaiknya tidak usah saja... untuk tontonan pribadi saja.. hehehehe...

Saengil Chuka Hamnida, Unnie!! ^_^
Hope you'll get a great days and always remember our little surprise party ^.^

Follow us on twitter: @MyloKamila @LunlunUnnie @Diey_noel @aiya_constant

The KBS Travelers

Tampak depan KBS

Seminggu lalu, tepatnya Hari Minggu tanggal 25 November 2012,, Saya, mbak suci (mbak kos saya), dan endah (adik kos saya), menyegarkan badan dan pikiran dengan berjalan-jalan ke tempat wisata legendaris di Surabaya,, yaitu... Jeng-jeng! Jeng!!

Kebun Binatang Surabaya! atau yang biasa disingkat menjadi KBS.. Hehehe,..

The Story

Begini cerita (agak) lengkapnya..

Hari itu,, Mbak Suci berencana membeli buku-buku bacaan untuk referensi proposal skipsinya di Toga Mas yang kebetulan terletak di dekat KBS..

Aku dan endah menemaninya sambil ingin melihat-lihat buku juga,, sekalian refreshing.. Maklum selama ini kami sering di jejali dengan tugas-tugas yang membuat otak kami sangat tidak fresh.. Fiuuh -__-'

Selain ke Toga Mas, kami memang sudah berencana untuk ke KBS juga setelahnya..

Hmm yaa setidaknya selama saya jadi mahasiswa di kota ini saya pernah kesana lah,, minimal sekali.. hehehe..

Kami pergi kesana dengan menggunakan angkot (angkutan kota),.

Sekitar pukul 09.50 WIB,, kami keluar dari kos-kosan dan berjalan ke gang 7 depan.. Sebelumnya kami tidak lupa membeli nasi bungkus untuk kami makan di KBS (niat banget pikniknya,, hehe)..

Sesampainya di depan gang,, kami menunggu angkot G jurusan Terminal Joyoboyo,,

dan tidak seperti biasanya yang tanpa diminta pun angkot-angkot bertebaran di jalan raya,, hari itu sepi.. Hampir sama sekali tidak ada angkot yang lewat..

Keadaan dalam angkot yang penuh

Untungnya kami tidak perlu repot-repot menunggu di pinggir jalan yang panas,, kami tinggal menunggu di tempat rindang dan seorang bapak-bapak menghentikan satu-satunya angkot yang (akhirnya) lewat, untuk kami..

Fiuuh... :)

Dan naiklah kami ke angkot tersebut...

Sekitar pukul 10.30 WIB,, kami sampai di Terminal Joyoboyo..

Dari sana,, kami melanjutkan perjalanan dengan berjalan kaki ke Toga Mas..

Yaa,, meskipun jauh,, tapi perjalanan itu terasa cepat karena di lakukan sambil bersenda gurau..

Jalan menuju Toga Mas dan KBS

Pukul 10.45 WIB,, kami sampai di Toga Mas dan langsung berkutat dengan buku-buku disana.. Mbak Suci langsung ke bagian buku-buku berlabel 'pendidikan',, endah lebih banyak berkutat pada buku-buku berlabel 'filsafat' (karena endah sedang ada tugas filsafat),, dan saya lebih banyak berkutat pada buku-buku berlabel 'novel',, obviously,, hehehe...

Tak terasa kami lama disana,, sekitar dua jam'an,.

Setelah kami semua mendapatkan buku yang kami perlukan,, pada pukul 12.35 WIB kami keluar dari Toga Mas (tentunya setelah membayar buku-buku yang kami beli)..

Loket KBS

KBS, Kami datang..

Now,, we are ready for KBS!

kami berjalan lagi,,

dan sebentar kemudian,, KBS sudah ada di hadapan kami..

Setelah membeli tiket seharga Rp 15.000 untuk masing-masing dari kami,, kami pun masuk ke dalam KBS! :D

Pintu Masuk KBS

Wow,, sudah lama sekali rasanya.. Bukan cuma rasanya siih,, tapi memang sudah lama sekali sejak saya terakhir kesana saat saya masih duduk di bangku SD,, mungkin kelas 2 atau 3..

Hmmm saya tidak terlalu ingat bagaimana KBS waktu itu,, tapi seingat saya,, dulu tempat ini indah dengan semua binatang-binatangnya yang sehat dan lengkap..

Sekarang,, entahlah,,, tapi masih lebih bagus yang dulu.. >,<

Kami bersenang-senang disana,, melupakan tugas-tugas untuk sejenak..

Kami melihat-lihat binatang-binatang sambil mengambil beberapa gambar-nya..
berikut ini adalah beberapa gambar binatang yang berhasil kami ambil..

Burung Unta

Rusa

Buaya

Kasuari

Zebra

Beruang Madu

Unta

Simpanse

Pelikan

Yupz! benar-benar lupa,, rasanya benar-benar hanya kesenangan,, tanpa beban kami berkeliling-keliling KBS yang ternyata sangat luas itu.

Setelah puas dan setelah kaki kami pegal-pegal,, kami memutuskan untuk mengakhiri ekspedisi kami hari itu,.

Perjalanan pulang

Sekitar pukul 15.30,, kami keluar dari KBS lewat pintu keluar yang terdekat,.

Namun ternyata pintu keluar tersebut langsung menuju tempat parkir mobil,, hmmm kami mulai bingung dan parahnya saat keluar dari parkiran mobil tersebut kami semakin tidak mengenal daerahnya..

Kami mencapai sebuah jalan yang lebarnya seukuran dengan satu mobil,, jalan itu panjang,, jika belok kanan kami melihat persimpangan yang kami tidak tahu akan mengarah kemana,, jika belok kiri kami juga melihat persimpangan yang kami tidak tahu akan membawa kami kemana..

Ini adalah berada di persimpangan jalan dalam arti yang sebenarnya,, ini benar-benar galau dalam arti yang sebenarnya.. >,<

Tidaaaaaakkk!!! Kami ada dimanaaaa???

We really really have no idea where we were back then >,<

Kembali ke KBS untuk memakai pintu keluar lain juga sudah tidak mungkin,, karena pintu keluar yang tadi kami lewati adalah pintu keluar satu arah yang hanya bisa digunakan untuk keluar saja..

Oke,, kami mencoba rileks..

kami memutuskan bertanya pada seorang bapak becak yang ada disana..

Dan dari keterangan bapak becak tersebut kami tahu kalau Terminal Joyoboyo terletak nan jauh dimana juga kami saat itu tidak tahu..

bapak tersebut menawarkan jasanya untuk mengantar kami,, dan setelah bernegosiasi harga,, kami bertiga naik ke becak tersebut...

Kami naik becak

Lalalalala,,

menyenangkan.. ^_^

sudah lama saya tidak naik becak,, benar-benar menyenangkan merasakan semilir angin sepanjang perjalanan ke terminal..

dan saya tidak bercanda saat saya bilang perjalanan panjang ke terminal,, karena memang panjang,,, kami tidak tahu kalau kami tersesat sejauh itu..

Setelah belokan-belokan yang banyak,, melewati jalan raya dan jalan kecil,, akhirnya terlihatlah Terminal Joyoboyo...

Sesampainya disana,, kami segera turun dan membayar bapak becak tersebut, tidak lupa sambil mengucapkan terima kasih.. :)

Fiuuuhh,, leganya.. tinggal naik angkot G lagi,, lalu kami akan sampai.. :)

sekitar pukul 15.45 WIB kami naik angkot dan sampai di kos sekitar pukul 16.30 WIB..

Suro dan Boyo

Hmmm perjalanan panjang hari itu benar-benar melelahkan, mendebarkan, sekaligus menyenangkan.. ^_^

Really refreshing my mind :D

 Sincerely,

HK_057